A tragic incident has shaken Gorakhpur, Uttar Pradesh, where an 18-year-old JEE aspirant died by suicide after struggling with the pressure of competitive exams. She left behind a heartbreaking note, saying:
“Sorry, Mummy Papa, forgive me… I could not do it.”
The Pressure That Led to Tragedy
The student, identified as Aditi Mishra, had been preparing for the Joint Entrance Examination (JEE) for the past two years while staying in a hostel. Like many students aiming for top engineering colleges, she faced intense pressure to succeed. However, when her results did not meet expectations, she took this extreme step.
Reports reveal that on the morning of the incident, Aditi spoke with her father and even asked for a mobile recharge. Later that day, when her roommate returned to their hostel room, she found the door locked from inside. Peering through the window, she discovered that Aditi had taken her life. The hostel warden and police were immediately alerted.
Student’s Heartbreaking Note to Parents
Before taking the extreme step, Aditi Mishra left an emotional note addressed to her parents, expressing deep sorrow over her academic performance and her inability to live up to their expectations.
In her farewell message, she apologized for disappointing them, stating that she was unable to achieve the results they had hoped for. She urged them not to grieve and requested them to look after her younger sister, believing that she would succeed in fulfilling their dreams.
Her note read:
“Sorry, Mummy Papa, please forgive me. I couldn’t make it. This is where our journey together ends. Don’t cry. You both have given me so much love. I failed to fulfill your dreams. Please take care of Choti; she will surely make you proud. Your loving daughter, Aditi.”
Aditi, a student at Momentum Coaching Center, had been deeply affected by her JEE exam results. Overwhelmed by disappointment, she felt unable to cope and ultimately took her own life.
This heartbreaking incident sheds light on the immense pressure students face in competitive exams, reinforcing the urgent need for mental health awareness and support systems for young aspirants.
“Sorry” – A Word That Reflects the Silent Struggles of Students
The word “sorry” has unfortunately become a heartbreaking reality in many suicide notes left behind by young students facing academic pressure. Exams like JEE bring immense stress, and many aspirants struggle to cope with the expectations placed upon them. Society’s emphasis on high scores and prestigious careers often makes failure feel like the end of the road, when in reality, no exam is worth a life.
Breaking the Cycle: Mental Health Over Marks
While achieving academic success is valuable, it should never come at the cost of mental well-being. Parents, teachers, and institutions must create an environment where failures are seen as learning opportunities, not life-ending setbacks. Encouraging open conversations about mental health, stress management, and alternative career paths is essential in preventing such tragedies.
If you or someone you know is struggling with exam stress, anxiety, or depression, please seek help. There is always a way forward, and talking to someone can make all the difference.
🔗 Mental Health Support Helplines:
📞 Vandrevala Foundation Helpline – 1860 266 2345
📞 Snehi Suicide Prevention Helpline – +91-9582208181
📞 iCall for Emotional Support – +91-9152987821
👉 Remember, no failure is final. Life is precious, and help is always available. 💙
